I dont really know why I dont voice out my thoughts that much anymore.
I dont really know why I dont really have much to say about what I'm thinking or what I'm sian about.
Maybe it's just, that I dont know what exactly I'm thinking, or I dont know how to put what I'm thinking into words.
Recently the main emotion that runs through me is frustration. There's this need to escape, to run away from all the troubles I have. (ok not run, but yea. haha) Its like.. I just wanna do my thing, I just wanna do things the WAY I want to do them, and not be wary for how you'll look at me or what you'll say to me.
The mood gets to me too.