The last few moments of the year 2006.

If u asked me last year what I predicted myself doing on new year's eve this year, I'd never in a million years tell u i'd be stuck at home playing the game i loathed with a vengeance.

But hey, here I am, sitting in front of the computer, with nowhere to go and no one to celebrate the coming of the new year with. Daryl is out with his frens to watch a movie, rui is overseas, ben is.. i dono where.. and everyone else is just..missing. I guess this is where I end up, with so few friends that when some are missing I end up doing nothing.

I've always felt that countdowns were overrated, like seriously, do u feel any different as the calender goes from 31st to 1st?
How less shitty can one year get to the next?
How many more kisses can you get from your lover?
How many people do you get to meet?

I cant say I'm exactly excited about 2007 as I was about 2006.
2006 was filled with promises, with my o level results, jun sheng, and a stable bunch of friends.

What does 2007 have in store for me?
Potential failure of Java, dumb shiet EBT(which I like to call technical BECAUSE it does SUCK. in my eyes.), lousy social life, non-existent love life, HA. lets not even get to my sex life.

Whoop dee doo, indeed.



Now I've been looking at my old posts, to see last year's resolutions.

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Friday, December 30, 2005

My New Year's Resolutions

I've never EXACTLY put down any resolutions firmly in blank and white (technically, and in this case, literally) so I've decided that this is the right year to do it.

Yanisa's New Year's Resolutions For 2006

1) Find a regular paying job

2) Lose like a gazillion kgs.

3) Stop eating enough mentos a day to feed a third world nation

4) Quit cracking super lame jokes and then feeling unhappy at the sarcastic laughter

5) Stop the darlings from talking about sex at every mealtime.

6) Stop wearing 3/4s and T shirts.

7) Play better pool and trash BEN AND KY.

8) Study hard and become TOP STUDENT

9) Go gym regularly and force everyone to come along.

10) Complete like at least... 2 of those resolutions.

Happy New Year everyone!

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Now how many of these came true?
1) Ok I did find cafe cartel..
2)Ahaha. Maybe in mental weight. lol.
3)Ok so that sooo was not fulfilled.
4)Touche.
5)Hm. I guess we hang out quite rarely for me to remember, but I know we're all as perverted as ever, if not worse so I guess it doesnt count.
6)Ah! I'm wearing skirts now! =D
7)On my way man, on my way.
8)Hahahahaha. I was near the top somehw =\ TIL I MET DARYL PEK.
9)Aha. At least that worked like for a couple of mths.
10)Yea! 1. and 6.!


Quite pathetic I guess, but hey, better than nothing. But I'm so not gonna set new resolutions this year, because now that I think about it, resolutions are overrated as well. How many people actually bother to stick to them and revise them once in a while over the year?

Life's a bitch.
And happy new year, suckas.

Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

I hate it/them.

Sian

I hate being sick. I think its cos I'm soooo rarely sick.

Its already a streak if i'm sick once a year.





But now I'm sick AND half deaf. My ear is killing me man. Cant hear myself or half the world for that fact.

yoooo hoo!

I'm back from beijing!


It was OKAY lah. but i got sick =(

flu n sore throat.. sian


sorry daryl for nt turning my fone over there. u lamer no1 ask u call daily n not leave an sms wad.




and SHANG U ARE A PSK!

Happy

Birthday,

to the guy who pisses me off most often, and at the same time makes me smile most.


Nono, not to my boyfriend,

but to bestbest friend Mr Cheekopek.




To the guy who has an ego the size of uranus, but only to me.
To the guy who is the heir to a soya sauce kingdom.
To the guy who looks like a playboy but is actually like the most LOYAL(hahahaahaa) lover I've met.
To the guy who has broken so many girl's hearts, and who regrets it secretly.
To the guy who is scared of injections, and had sweaty palms the first time he pierced his ear.
To the guy who always says call u later but often never does.
To the guy who is great at basketball and knows it too well sometimes.
To the guy who loves to rot at home and never gets any work done.
To the guy who likes to use chopsticks to eat rice.



Best of all,
To the guy who is my great friend.



Happy Birthday!

I'm so sorry I cudnt be here on ur birthday. I hope u enjoyed it. Its a special special year indeed! Cossss u met me! The greatest person on earth. =D

I'm leaving..

on a jet plane! dont know when i'll be back again!


actually i do. On christmas night! =)



Going to beijing.




I'll miss all u guys!

Rui and ben, dont do what I wudnt do!

Shang.. STUDY IN MALAYSIA U CORDORK.

Pekky.. Happy early birthday and rmb to MISS me hor and dont find a new best friend! =)

Yea. dono already.






So byebye!

Michelle's Birthday

i love these pics! my darlings hate to take neoprints, so i must satisfy my craving elsewhere. lol.

James Bond in Die Another Day (Hokkien Version)

Thank you!

I had the best bbq birthday party ever! =)

Must thank the punanis for the great cake, and food. And for planning everything!

Thank you, everyone,for making the time to come down, and of cos for all ur presents! haha.

Hope u guys enjoyed it as much as i did!

Thank you, Mr Ng, for making my day and actually really coming over!

Thank you, pekky, for doing so much, and tryin so hard to get all ur frens AND crystal to get the flowers for me. Its ok if no1 cud find them haha.

Thank you, huiting and leo, for the nicest pair of earrings I've ever owned!




And wah I must really be quite dua pai ah, even lock bin and HAISONG made it. hahaha.



I'm so glad that daniel came, and I really do feel that our friendship has evolved in a way. We talk about the past openly and more freely. I've never really felt like it was all over.. maybe not OVER in that sense, like yes of cos it is over, but I feel like I've never had.. closure. I know closure is overated, but its just.. that thing that has been taboo in our conversations, and generally in our friendship as well. I do feel that, yes, I needed it. I needed that conversation.

Yes we did, and I'm finally free! =)
Friends man.


The best time of the night was sitting with my bestie on the rocks by the sea, chatting just like we've done almost every night since we started being good friends. It may have been the same as every night, but it was still special to me. I'm always surprised at how we understand each other. Under the stars, looking towards the sea, knowing that I'm contented with my lot.


Contented with my friends, my life, my world.

Woo. Guess what day it is?

Its my birthday! I'm happy for what I have. Blog more later or smth!


Gonna go slp! Just finished packing all the crap I needed to prepare for the bbq!

Hokkien man trying to take a photo

Lol this is damn funny.

Misery takes over.

The tears are slowly and silently falling.







I cant help but wish....




for someone to be here by my side, someone who cares enough, someone who forces me to tell him what I feel or think even when I dont wanna say it.


TO make me feel better.

Lethargic or plain exhausted?

I'm sooo tired.

I dont know how I'm gonna go to work tomorrow.

I pushed it back cos I thought we were gonna go out. Now I must pull it earlier cos I cant stand wandering around alone anyway.

I dont wanna work everyday.

I dont even wanna have to work anymore. But I'm broke.

I dont know how I'm gonna bring all the food to pasir ris.

Hell, I dont even know how I'm gonna prepare all the food.

Heck, I dont even know if I can afford the food.

I dont know why I'm so broke.

I dont wanna be alone.

I dont wanna be lonely, even when I'm not alone.

I dont wanna be left out.

I dont wanna be someone forgotten, neglected, or taken for granted.
Everything is all about me, me, and more me. Am I selfish or what?













Somebody save me. Or come hug me.













I think I havent had a hug since the O level result day, with ben.













I havent had a loving hug since sec 4.














Can someone love me?

In situations like this

What do you do, when someone you sometimes wonder about suddenly calls you?

What do you do, when you receive a call from someone so deep into the past its almost too far up your arse to get it back out?



Do you whisper urgently, and giggle hysterically whilst trying hard to maintain the silence held in the cinema?





Do you later get another call, and keep on talking, not letting him get a word in, after that making him frustrated, and then start laughing again?




Thats what I did. Hahahahaha.

Personality test

Got this link from jessie. I'm gonna comment honestly in my own opinion lol.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
(Somehow I feel that this is quite true. Not so sure about the honesty though, frankly.)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
(Yes, i guess the first part is true. I hate dumb guys. Hm. The thing about guys being goodlooking.. I cant deny that I enjoy lookin at cute guys, but from history non of my exes have exactly been that handsome.. so maybe its like half? Haha I dont know about the last part though.)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
(aha. i think this is quite true. I THINK.)

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
(haha I think soo.)

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
(omg. yes.)

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
(BANKER. MONEYYY)

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
(hm. yes no matter how much money means to me, im a true romantic at heart. I just wonder if i can find THAT guy.)

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
(yes. I think the idots wud be quite familiar with this. Hor. >.<)

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
(Wah this is quite a good personality test arh.)

Sigh.

Is it just me? Am I too sensitive?





Getting veryyyy very tired of this.

You scold me more than my father did, and its not always just for fun. I dont wanna cry in front of you, sometimes i get so close to i'm quite afraid. Please.. dont make me.

Why did u get angry at me? I felt so sad, I didnt know what I did that was so wrong.... I'm hating this.